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My “problems” are just stupid. :/

What is wrong with me?

I’m so weak. I worry too much. I think too much. I make my own problems bigger..

Am I not good enough?

• I feel like I’m just a big failure. I fail at everything I do. I can never and will never do anything right. I just get discouraged so easily.
• I’m a big disappointment. But when they expect much from me, I just end up disappointing them.
• I’m not pretty. 
• I’m fat. 
• I’m not smart. I don’t get how my family and classmates don’t study but still get high scores. My sisters are smart. They’ve achieved great things. My whole family has. My classmates, well, I don’t know. I feel like I’m the dumb one. When I try, they still get higher than me. And they make fun of me. So what’s the point of trying? If you don’t try & fail, they won’t have to judge you. When I got a higher score than Ksha in health (you just follow the instructions), she said “Nakakahiya, mas mataas si Megan!” It’s like, ??. What do you expect of me? When I got my envelope back in English, Haze: “Wow, may natanggaaap”
• I’m self-centered. I only think about myself. I annoy people.
• I’m weak. Just tiny things, I just wanna give up and burst into tears..
• I’m not good at anything. My sisters can lead. They can draw. And so much more. So I made a shirt, it wasn’t that perfect, and Melissa said “Ew, Why that?!? I wouldn’t wear that.”
• It’s like no one cares. People think so low of me.. But when they expect much from me, I just end up disappointing them.
• Family. It’s like everything I do is wrong. Everything is my fault. I’m not wanted. It’s like I’m not appreciated.

What is wrong with life. What IS life.

I want someone to talk to..

God?

#40: Before…

niallsfavouritechickenfillets:

itsgottabeniall-horan:

harrysnostrils:

niallersupport:

makeyour1dsentence:

Don’t forget to add what you got. c:

Before going on tour, Liam told me he loved me <3

Before going on tour, Niall gave me a table to break. .. i ship it.

before asking me on stage Louis gave me Victoria’s Secret lingerie … i sware im not a stripper.

Before catching a flight, Louis, Gave me a good luck kiss.

Before going on stage, Liam told me he loved me (:

I wanna hibernate.

Nothing’s ever actually caused me so much pain..

I’m in tears right now.

I just found myself in tears… :’(

(Source: perfectlydestroyed, via life-confessions)